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Tuesday, January 29, 2008 2nd Shirt Design HELP ME VOTE PLEASE! Monday, January 28, 2008 SHIRT DESIGN! VOTE FOR MINE PLEASE! Not My Day Before we get started for today, I just wanna say this is a hell long post about how crappy my day was today so I don't really care if you don't wanna read it. Well today has got to be one of the most crappiest day for me so far in the year of 2008. So many times i've been pushed around and treated like sh*t by teachers and others. Really pisses me off how biased people can be and how it seems that everything can go wrong in your life. And yeah once again I'm posting this on my iPod cos' my bro as usual is hogging the comp, watching stupid animes -.- Still I shall try my best to post a detailed post on what crap happened today. Yeah, so I woke up early today cos' I had to go for band in the morning to play the national anthem and school anthem for people to sing along to just like any other typical boring school day. And that was when the bad luck struck me and from then, it would last me the whole damn day. Senior assigned the parts that we would play and I was given the big role of snare. During the practice in the band room, I played pretty well with a few mistakes here and there. But when the time came for us to actually play, it was like my hand was just dipped in ice cold water for a few minutes and felt so stiff. Hence, makng my playing worse than ever. After the national anthem, my senior told me off and was kinda' angry about the mistakes I made and how I was lagging. That really made me feel sucky and national anthem is supposed to be so easy. Morale down and spirits crushed, I was in no particular mood to play any more and there was still the other anthem to play and it was much harder than the national anthem. I knew i was going to screw up so bad. Felt hesitant to play and without a doubt, I played the worst I could play, forgetting some parts and lagging my ass off. After we sat down, mr loh gave his speech and single out me andmy senior out from the whole school and said we were talking when the only thing my senior said was telling me I lagged which was pretty obvious to me and also, he scolded my senior for not wearing his tie. Ironic thing is that he brought it but forgot to wear it and left it in the band room. Feel like shut for making him get punished like that. Yet I feel such crappy injustice towards us, and that just made me f*cking angry. Anyway, after we shifter everything back into the band room, Thomas sir told us to stay back after school, and obviously something bad was gonna happen, probably getting our serving of pumping. Which added more sh*ty misery to my day. WhenI got back to class, we were having the peer leader session. A pretty pointless subject where teachers are given the oppurtunity to slack. Ok i'm gonna continue this post on the computer since my bros eating. Ok back on the comp now will be able to type much faster. Can't believe I wrote so much with my iPod. Anyway back to class. We were told to fold paper aeroplanes -.-" then later on go to the field and throw them as far as you can -_-. Wth right? Yeah this "exercise" was suppose to see if we had any potential leaders in the class, like wth? Lol. Anyway was really stupid and boring. After that we had PE theory which was also boring didn't do much. The only thing that was good about it was awaiting the time of recess. When lessons restarted, perhaps the best teacher we had for 2008 again also made my day feel really stupid. She always treats me like i'm 10. Thinking i'm slow or something, talks to me like I have no idea what i'm doing. Haix, just wanna be treated normally and even worse after that was literature which was also pointless didn't learn much about it except for some facts about William Shakespeare which I don't think we'll ever apply in our lives in the future. After that was OPW, which stands for Online Project Work it's not a very fun thing as the name doesn't speak for ourselves we didn't even go to the lab or anything to the work. But I think my group has a pretty good idea. Anyways then came the time for me to meet my senior after school expecting to get some pumping but in the end, my senior told us that it would be tomorrow cos' some idiot didn't come. So it was already 3 o'clock and I was late for tuition. Haixx what else could happen. All this crap. Wow, i'm finally done with this post. Bottom line today sucked. mood for today;-pissed Thursday, January 24, 2008 Symphony of Voices Tears have been shed both for sorrow and also for joy. The "O" level results were handed out today and amazing out batch of 2007 did us proud by having the best score ever. Should be having a half day tomorrow (: Hope will have but no difference for me cos I have band. Oh yeah this saturday we'll be playing for some festival at Haig Girls Primary School for some minister guy. Hahas, haven't heard which minister but, should be some important guy. Well back to what happened today. We were all so qsyched up about the "O" levels and hoped that everybody would do well so we would get a half day. How fast time flies by pretty soon it'll be my turn to take the "O"s. Damn don't really want it to happen that fast. Don't really know what to say about it but I really hope that i'll be prepared wen the time comes. Some people went all so emotional when results were handed out and it really reminded me of the day when all our PSLE results were given out. Can't imagine how much bigger importance this "O" level exam contains. By the way got scolded by english teacher today cos' I through Jerome's bottle back at him after I drank some water. Wallow now she wants me to sign that note on my journal (See post below). Haix, not my day at all today. English teacher's really pissed off with our class and I think she needs to clam down abit. Really on the edge, maybe too much coffee for her. So these few days will be trying to buck up -.-", parents will screw me if I get jacked by another teacher again. So far, have been jacked by science, english, literature and history teachers. All like to bully me cos' I gave them a bad first impression. Well, not much left to say dunno why these few days have so little to say on. Maybe it's cos' of the stupid english blogging assignment -.-" Causing me to lose my touch of talking crap...Hahas. -Cheers (: Yeah have to get my parents to sign this cos' of damn english -.- this sucks. Monday, January 21, 2008 An example of my great class :) Hmm, haven't blogger in awhile. Don't really have much to say over te past few days actually. Today started a new week afresh and today wasn't the most interesting days of school, actually it was really boring to me. Nothing much really happened today. Still have alot of AEP homework to finish up done with all the posters already have to send it to Kang Sheng for him to print it. Must be A3 size T_T. LIterature also have project to do sia, and have to complete it by this friday with a multimedia presentation. Even maths also got project sia. How to finish in time lah. Gabriel wanted to go queenway today to make the band jersey. Nobody even wanted to follow him and he wants to take the boring design with just "VSCB" on it. But everybody wants the one with the wing at the side, but he thinks nobody wants it and it'll be too expensive. Wanted to "jio" people to go queensway with him but in the end I don't think anybody followed him or he even went in the first place. Haix so many people think that he designed the damn jersey but instead he just took it and show so many people and never tell them is I design one. Wallow really pisses me off lorh. At first he took my design and try making it look good add some lame feather and other crap lah biang eh. Really sucks man. Thursday, January 17, 2008 Hmm, today was a boring day. Nothing much happened but we had our stupid fire drill thing at the last part of school just at the end of english class. They purposely put it so late so that we don't miss much of lessons and they also make us stay back after school. Didn't really do much in school but managed to finish maths homework during science. Hahas, so don't have to worry about next week's homework but I still have some projects I need to finish up on like 3 AEP projects -.-" and have one maths assignment also. I don't really have much to say but the post below, I wrote it during classes, lol got nothing better to do lah. Don't know what to type about already lah. Chinese New Year coming soon. Hoping to see all my friends back in Tao Nan when I go back. See all the juniors. Haha, miss the primary school days when school was so slack man. Now so sian anyway, one of my english teacher not teaching there anymore. She went to carry on studying or something like that I guess. Not really a good job spending so much time teaching primary school kids eh? Haha. Well, that's all I really have to say today, will have band practice tomorrow. Hmm, maybe I shouldn't post on weekdays cos' got nothing to post about at all sia. IN AND OUT The sight of her sends shivers down my spine, And the look of her, just gives me butterflies. Not even the view from Mt. Everest, Would be as beautiful as her. From time to time I secretly stared at her face, Admiring the beauty and undescribable grace. I never knew it was possible to look that good, Even when starving, looking at her would be better than food. A smile from her face would make my day, If she was ever going away, i'd want her to stay. A dream come true would for her to be mine, Never would that happen, I thought in my mind. I never thought it wold come true, Me and her, just us two. The time we spent together made me glad, The close relationship the two of us had. I knew this would never last, Although the time we had was a blast, Through night and day, I begged her to stay. Words flew by, no more You and I, All that was left was my lonely life. -Daniel (: Lol wrote this myself ok >.< I know damn corny lah. Saturday, January 12, 2008 Yay! As you can see from my post below, I just got new slip-ons today! My dad brought me to queensway to look around and while I was there, I managed to get a pretty good deal on my batch jerseys. One shirt will cost about 25 to 30 dollars maybe. And if bought in bulk they should be giving some discount as well. Hope they print good shirts. Well back to today. Had band practice in the morning and as usual Mr. Tan revised through Genius of Ray Charles for at least 2 hours. Don't really know why he wants us to perfect that piece so much. I don't really like it just because i'm only playing a very small part. To have a part like the drum set one will be nerve-wrecking. So many solos that have to come in on time or Mr. Tan will give you the "stare". Haven't really got much to say about what happened today, all I can say is that the batch meeting after band practice was rather pathetic and a huge waste of my time. People actually want to put the logo on the BOTTOM of the shirt. I think they have the same IQ level as an avocado -.-". Really hopeless man. Well I really have nothing else to say right now. So bye. I got new slip-ons! xD Friday, January 11, 2008 Well not much has happened today except for the fact that i'm a 100% sure that I won't want to take history when I get to Sec 3. Experiences with all the wrong teachers has really made a big bad impression on me that history is really boring and should never be heard of. Trying to change my style of blogging into a way which lists my accomplishment for the day and bad experience for the day as well. Many might say that mistakes are made often by many ordinary people and that we learn from them, but for my case i'm just not able to catch up with the fact that I just can't learn from my mistakes. For today the only accomplishment for me is that I managed to finish my chinese composition in class! Bad thing is I forgot to hand it up to the teacher after school T_T. Looks like i'll have to give it to her tomorrow when I go to school for band practice. During our so called "band practice" today, the whole band was put to pumping position due to the lack of discipline and what not that we have not been taking note of while the 2 BM's were away at camp. Looks like we'll have to buck up and try to get more productive sectionals. In my opinion I think David sir and Daniel sir need some time to adjust to the whole "Sec 3 Long Pants" idea, I would imagine the stress on my hands if I were them. Well sectionals are getting better I guess but they really couldn't pick a worse timing than on Tuesday, the worst day for my week. The lessons all day are vicious and will eat you alive if not careful. It's like taking a deep dive into icy cold water when your tired and when your feeling cold. Some times the teachers are in a good mood but when they are in bad moods, you don't wanna know the half of it. I haven't been thinking about what I want to achieve this year but i'm hoping i'll be able to get into the subject combination of my choice, really hope so. Won't be able to slack so much for this year eh? Effort will have to be put in, argh, I hate that word. Also very closely associated with "study" another one of a big enemy to me. Nothing else to say right now except that i'm really worried about Musical World. Hope we can achieve a Gold standard performance, but as long as I perform up to my standards, i'm just fine with that. Really excited about havining Sec 1 juniors. Hope they don't have attitudes or don't behave like suck-ups. This new batch ain't really appealing so much to me. Well nothing left for me to say. Waking up early for band tomorrow. Hope i'm ready for intensive training with Mr. Tan. Wish me luck :p Thursday, January 10, 2008 Hmm, haven't posted in quite a long time. Well haven't really been in the mood to do anything lately all this new hype about beginning of school and all these new teachers are really starting to piss me off. All this school activities are taking up my life, some times I feel like i'm just being sent to school to waste time. All this government crap about how EM3 students are divided among the rest of the group and being classified under the "dumb" section just made me realise how much I hate our schooling system. What if some people are late bloomers but their school doesn't give them the oppurtunity to realise their potential. Really starting to get emo or something here but I hate the way our government runs this place. All this time i've been trying to understand why we are being seperated into smarter and dumber classes. It seems unfair to me. Well, forget all that crap I just said. Today had sectionals in school with Ramu, yeah he's this like super imba and pro percussionist and he's met dave weckl T_T. Bloody imba guy go overseas to study music and is doing Masters or something whatever that is, must be something really pro. He can be a one-man-band and play all the instruments by himself. That time he had a concert and he was playing double mallets solo, flight of the bumble bee and his friend cycled on stage and passed him a bottle of water and he drank while playing -.-ll. He can also play with the marimba turned around lah. Oh yeah ran 2.4 today wha my timing really sucks man, need to get back my old time sia. Not gonna tell you, haha. I don't really have much to say but I really have to get started on my science holiday homework I think i'm half-way through already, haha. It's not fair man, other schools don't even have holiday homework ): Oh yeah have to go to school myself tomorrow cos' my dad's car broke down and i'll have to take the bus T_T. Will have to wake up earlier...Sian. I thought of a new poem during Lit class de other day. Here it goes... H aving the days past by so fast, A nd everything seems to come to an end. P eople celebrate the over past, P raying for a God-send. Y earning for a new year to come, N ever expected for one to be done. E ver so quick that tears have crashed, W hen our dreams and hopes are all smashed. Y ? Is there so much hurt and pain? E xcitingly taking advantage in vain. A nd all this time has just flown by, R emembering the fact that it's just You and I. -daniel. hahas, retarded lah I know. :p Saturday, January 5, 2008 Shirt Design for my batch of sec 2s. Thursday, January 3, 2008 Wow, I haven't posted in quite awhile. I think it's been a week or more. It really has been such a wonderful experience for me in the year 2007, so much has gone so much will come. Really excited for this year and yet really scared. It's like a baby or a child of yours, your scared that all your time and effort will be gone to waste when it grows up and yet you are hoping that it will be a fruitful investment that reaps a good harvest. Why am I talking so profoundly I have no idea. Lols to be truthful I have no idea what i'm saying and I don't think you do either. I really hope I can try and change this year. Time to get serious and stop playing a fool. Ahh who am I kidding of course you know that's impossible for me. Hahas, I can't really tell if i'm sarcastic or not. Today wasn't much fun for me I guess except for the free period during PE cos' all PE teachers were at camp with the Sec 1s for their orientation. Wow, it seems like just yesterday I went through the camp, I would say its so-so I guess. And if you've noticed I don't think I have even used any singlish in this entire post, that's really amazing. Well I found out some of my new teachers today, maths teacher's really nice miss nohremmy or something I'd rather call her doh ray mee. Lol, well science teacher is the same T_T Mr Koh, he's lamer than a handicapped guy. I really think he should stop with the corny jokes -.-". And what about my english teacher? Well lets say she's one to go under the eccentric category. She's really strict and I hope she doesn't read this post but I think she's over doing it. She's on an edge and really needs to try some calming exercises. I really hope she isn't serious about this whole no fun thing. T_T not gonna enjoy english and it was my best subject =.=" my only A2. All the rest is B3 and 4. Happiness depends on more than years. All one's moments gather to a wave Passing in a rolling swell of tears, Passions too immense to name or save. Yet New Year's is a crest on which to sing, Now poised between the future and the past. Each awaits what course the fates may bring, Winds that never touch the things that last. Years turn and turn with an hypnotic grace Even as the depths of life lie still. Although above one cannot silence face, Remember that below the divers will. I think it's one of the best poems yet :)
I'm coming back with a goal and nothing is gonna' stop me.