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It's time I rebooted my system
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daniel ng, 14.10.94
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Sunday, March 9, 2008

Haven't had the time to "refurbish" my blog. Been really busy for the past few days.

Do all of us really stand a chance against kismet? Or is it a battle already lost, for our fate has been decided. Or is fate even reality? Do we go by each day by a fixed path, even when making decisions, they are all ready made for us.

Been doing alot of thinking for the past few days, about how life is going to turn out for me. Ever wondered what your future would be like? Or even have one small doubt about God. Is he real, where has he been at times of need? We surmise he is there but is he really existent in this universe? These thoughts have been echoing in the back of my mind lately. These bad habits are onerous to get rid off, thinking in such abhorrent manners.

Finally the I have caught up with the holidays but soon, they will overtake me in just about a weeks time. How sad that time passes so swiftly. I realised that I have changed drastically over the years, not the feeble guy any longer. How strong should I stride in my life? What is the right amount of pride I should put in my life such that I have sufficient self-esteem. Realising how lucky I am in my life. How blessed I am by having parents I can call dad and mum.

That gaping hole in my life still needs to be filled. That void filled with nothingness. What can fill it up and pour concrete in that hole and let it solidify. It's just missing something crucial that forces me into cower into this slight depression of the mind. How is it possible to live like that!

Drum exam will be tomorrow wish me luck. Tried to get my dad to buy me a laptop today but to no avail. True what he says, my brother is leaving to NS this coming thursday and i'll have the computer to myself. But still... It would be nice to have a computer to call my own.

Well I got to go for dinner already.
I'm coming back with a goal
and nothing is gonna' stop me.