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Thursday, June 26, 2008
indifferent ╔/═/╦/═/═/╦═/╗ ║/╩/╣/║/║/║/║║ ╚/═//╩╩/╩/╩/═╝ What a common misconception. Turning away from the path of a renegade is not as easy as it usually seems. Already the homework's starting to pile up and soon it's just going to come tumbling all the way down, squishing me like the bug I am. School's been alright though, just needa' catch up with a bit of work here and there, but i've got to say, art homework's really intense. Choosing to be part of this elective might've not been such a good idea after all. Art for "O"s? I'll just have to try my best then. Thinking through about my life. Have I really been predestined by God to achieve anything? Has it already been foreordained among ourselves that we already have a path that we are glued on? Do we have any choice that would make a difference, or does God already know the choices we were to make, what if we were to plan otherwise. Even if we went back on our choices, He would probably already know. All this hullabaloo about what our future's going to turn out like really gets on my nerves some times. The typical nagging of thy mother,"If you don't study well, how are you going to get a good job in the future? Do you want to just have a mediocre life?" Why not? Is all I have to say, if some of us were to live the life of an average person, what would be the problems with it. Ain't that the typical features of having an average life in the first place? Why bother adding more complexities to life when it already has enough. Unravelling the complications would be a whole lot worse for the so-called "upper class of society". Would you like to be a part of so much hardwork to the point of extent where you lose touch of reality? Or when life eventually fades into a whole new routine of coeval, no spontaneous incidents whatsoever. Damn, that's the kind of life I definitely don't wanna' dwell in. To carry on in the seeking of knowledge in this Singaporean education system brings the word "pointless" to a whole new level. Anyway, it's been a heck of a tiring day today. Been suscepted to many injuries and sores from hand to toe. Even right now my forearm starts to ache from the simple task of typing. Ugh, abstaining from the computer is getting pretty difficult. Every time I need to do work on the computer, I despise it, always getting preoccupied with the harms of gaming addictions. Well as I said, i'm getting preoccupied, especially with this useless site. Gotta' start on my art stuff now. Let's go. Just one time you got a reason Heard you had nothing to lose A blind preacher for the pin-eyed congregation It must be easy to loathe |
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