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It's time I rebooted my system
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daniel ng, 14.10.94
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Saturday, June 21, 2008
negligence

I haven't been posting as of late. Perhaps it's due to that damned burden of the fact that the school holidays will come to an end this week. It's always this feeling at the last moments of long holidays that make me reflect on what i've done over the past few weeks. Well I guess the answer is pretty short of reaching my target. So many things have happened over the past four weeks. Some have been a hell of a time but some of these things just leave me there like dust in the wind, doing nothing but just waiting to be blown away by the slightest breeze. The darnest things happen for the stupidest reasons, and to make things worse, most of the problems I have are caused by nobody else but myself, and dragging other people into this pit of resent isn't doing me good either.

Is musicianship really a good path to set your future foundation? Or is it just like building a foundation on water. Would it be pointless or meaningful. If it were pointless to the extent similar to a Las Vegas without gambling, I wouldn't want anything more to do with music. If it were meaningful, like the words of God spoken in a time of distress. Damn I would really like to walk down that lane. Don't get me wrong here, I'm not into music just for a future career or anything, but, if it really doesn't bare any fruit or reap any harvest, it might be the least of my concerns right now. I gotta' sort out many things in this lil' bit of grace time. Priorities have been a recent trouble, and so has time management. Those two bastards better get off my back. Argh.

There's no more infatuation in this smitten life of mine. And I really hope there wouldn't be for a long time. How can it be helped? I need some inspiration here, all my "idols" haven't been of "top form" recently. How easy would it be to give something up you treasured all your life. Would it be easy to throw away your career if something as valuable as your parents' lives were at stake? You might think it would be easy, but not until you come to that situation would understand the meaning of sacrifice. Well to sidetrack a little bit here, my parents finally spotted that lil' hole in my ear. To my surprise they really didn't mind at all. Just didn't want me to dwell on the "dark side" of life. What difference does it make regardless? Hate it when my mum states the obvious in my face. To drift away from what you were just so recently is a big step of change. Perhaps my parents think i'm really drifting to a void. Well, that's life for ya'. Decisions have to be made one way or the other. Some would be life-defining moments, whereas some, completely inane.

There we go, the bell has rung and our times almost up. Let's start packing and preparing for a hell' of a time. Few more months more. Life defining in procedure. Lets show life what we got.
I'm coming back with a goal
and nothing is gonna' stop me.