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Monday, July 21, 2008
plunge Finding the meaning is looking through the vivid transparencies. Dance the night away because tomorrow we will look back and talk about good times now gone forever. Trace those lines around the image of your choice. She had spoken of things all too impossible for hearts to behold, her beauty beckoning his soul. Ahh, the complexities of human nature start to get a hold on me. My hair is now unnaturally black and short. Guess it was a time for some change. Was it a necessity or was it an option. I guess it wasn't time for change, it was time to change back. Aiy, it's been a shitty day for me. I still don't get what's with the regulations of coloured hair and ear piercings. It fails to make cow sense to me. Ugh, what's this suppose to mean? My mum hasn't been called by a teacher in awhile and I really don't really know what's the reason anyway. Perhaps these are just all signs, or even a wake-up call. Somebody just slap me out of this dazed state and shoot me back to reality. But really, what happened to "don't judge a book by its cover"? Does nobody care about that any more? Everybody now being judged so stereotypically. Oh, I have dyed hair and I have an ear piercing, I MUST BE GANGSTER! Hate how these images are generated and portrayed through our corrupt media. And even after all that trouble from teachers, fellow students have to discommode me. Be it through studies or be it through physical outlook. You are plain dumb you fucking jackass, if you say i'm trying to be a gangster and you want me to have a fight with you, am I not succumbing to your thoughts of what I am? Am I not what you don't want me to be if I do what you want me to? It ain't surprising somebody with your intelligence level wouldn't be able to think of what the hell your saying before you just spurt everything out from that damn mouth of yours. You think just cause you got a tatoo and you smoke, it makes you tough? Wake up little boy, this is real life, not "Freedom Writers" or something. Sigh. Les deseo ante lucha? Traer le. I shall resist the temptation though it hasn't happened in awhile, no fights today. It's been hard trying to apply the (+)(+) concept. If people treat you well (+), of course you would want to treat them back just as well (+). But if people treated you badly, be it a challenge for a fight and what not (-), of course you would want to treat them badly (-) as well. But yes, the (+) rule. If people do treat you nicely (+), treat them twice as well (+,+). And if people treat you like crap (-), treat them as they were your brothers (+,+,+). It's getting too tough. Grow out of that damn immature shell of yours where you constantly hide, and just get out. There are enough troubles for me already, I don't have time for your dumb shit. This ill temper I have is making me mad I blow up and I don’t know why I wish for just a moment I could handle my anger right I wish for just a moment I could love you right I wish my attitude would just go away I wish my anger would stay at bay This outlook I have on life needs to change This outlook I have you needs to say the same I love you deep down inside I wish you would see That you’re the only princess for me The anger I have deep in side Comes out when I least expect it This anger I have in me should just go away This anger I have is an annoyance This anger I have has messed my life up This anger I have is stupid Anger you have messed up my love for you Anger you have messed up my life Anger you have destroyed who I am inside and out Anger you are the devil Anger you are all that is bad This anger I have in me has made me fight A fight that was not worth it Anger you made me hit the wrong person Anger you made me do the wrong things Anger you are the feeling that I would never miss Anger you have caused me so much sorrow Anger you have caused nothing but grief. Anger just go away Fasting status: -skip breakfast -skip lunch |
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I'm coming back with a goal
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