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Saturday, November 29, 2008 Laminin "For the message of the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God!" -1 Corinthians 1:18 I feel, "comfortably-puny" right now. It was a great time. Well holidays seem to be looking up on the brighter side so far. But from now till June 09' it's gonna' be a heck of long tiring practices for SYF and the other 3 concerts, maybe even more. Well everything has a downfall. Monday, November 24, 2008 cube Haha, what can I say, i'm still nothing but a kid. I don't really have much motivation to post about anything. The somnolent days recently haven't been much of assistance for me to stay lively either. Ehh, all I can say is that the holidays are fading away way too quickly for my own liking. I hate the fact that this year has gone by in such a swift manner, just like it backstabbed you. I could never imagine myself being a secondary 3 pupil and here I am, about to promote. Ahh, holidays aren't as vibrant as they used to be. Need something to just fill it up. Somebody perhaps. Friday, November 21, 2008 maintain Composure is the key at this point of time. Despite the lack of abilities one "posesses", giving up wouldn't be a very ideal solution I guess. Eh, but who am I kidding, in this current society, people leech of the ones with success written all over their heads, but overlook the behaviour of that certain person. Perhaps that's what life forces you to give up. Some times even your dignity. Damn another 100 would make all the pain go away. It's great to be catching up with em' old buds. Thursday, November 20, 2008 hot-head Well, I'm starting to lose my cool again, and so is the whole world. Monday, November 17, 2008 variable I read back on the past here, noticing how variable my posts are getting. And not in a good way at that. Perhaps I need to make a good habit of consistent blogging. Notice, how in so many posts I highlight the the diguised mutual antipathy for many people around me. And how they always seem to have the desire to be stars of the show in the "Life of ______"(insert persons name). I'd rather not fall into hypocrisy, just hope it becomes a realisation sooner or later. But anyway, how about talking about the "good" people for a change. Sure, some buddies from the past have moved on to deeper perhaps even vice in their lives. But some buddies have stuck on, just being there, having your back. It's nice to know that these people share a similar trait to the leaning tower of Pisa. A structure that refuses to just fall. I'd love to meet up with em' again, just catch up with how current days are. Needless to say, I really hope these people get to be life friends. skill That's just skill. Sunday, November 16, 2008 serenity 13-11 FTW! Apparently, i'm not exactly sticking to my schedule as planned. Scroll down a lil' bit and check out the calendar on the left. I can't believe it's that hard to achieve that task. With band practice dragging down my weeks and all, it just sucks yeah. What the hell is the meaning of practices 5 days before and 2 days after Christmas? **ck that. Family blog eh :D Aiy, I hate it when people lie to themselves to appease their inner-most desires, just to feel good about themselves. Sure, who doesn't do that once in awhile, but once that turns into a habit of arrogance, it really just pisses me off. I can only tolerate that shat for so long. And what bewilders me is the fact that some of these people are the older ones. Damn man, not even being able to be considerate for nuts. SCREW THAT. I feel like quitting, and no this ain't the school band. Wednesday, November 12, 2008 manic botanic ALOTTA' ORCHIDS... and some others... The content of this post is copyright © Daniel Ng. All rights expressly reserved. Please no stealing :D 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. 11. 12. 13. 14. 15. 16. 17. 18. 19. 20. 21. 22. 23. 24. 25. 26. 27. 28. 29. 30. 31. 32. 33. 34. 35. 36. 37. 38. 39. 40. 41. 42. 43. 44. Tuesday, November 11, 2008 concept Mmm, I think i'm beginning to grasp somewhat of the concept. But I guess drawing flowers isn't really my thing. Proof? Yeah, isn't my strongest component of drawing I guess, heh. You can't be good at everything eh? Will be heading down to Botanic Gardens first thing in the morning tomorrow to get some shots of orchids for some sorta' photography competition. Hopefully something good comes out if it eh, heh. Hoping for a little drizzle tomorrow, perhaps make some drama for the shots? Heh dew comes in handy too. The glistening of the water as light passes through. Hmm, gotta' wake up at about 6 man, damn things I do for money. Change of subject. Ah dang, as I dwell deeper and deeper into the metal genre of music. I start to see and hear bands that have song titles that disturb me. I guess there's always a downside to everything. In this case, a chance of stumbling upon some sorta' satanic cult band and start listening to em'. Maybe that's what you get for sitting on the fence. But what can I say, different people enjoy several different styles of music. Metal happens to appeal to me. Short post today. Sunday, November 9, 2008 eq What is beauty but a mere word to describe somebody's physical appeal to please ones eyes. Sigh, it gets really annoying after awhile, when everybody starts to lose their sense of social EQ and even respect is lost in the bustling "business". The most basic foundation of manners, it too is lost among the chit-chattering of the "mogrels". Each one fighting for more and more attention. Any laughter caused by them pleases them and gives them a social security of their so-called "status" in the popularity chart. There's no preventing you from making some cheesy punch-line after every interval when somebody speaks. Look, i'm not asking you to be some man of impeccable character, but simply requesting of you to lower your level of "outstanding-ness" and start acting like somebody with moral values. Sure, you're smart, you're established, but what's all that without knowing that you yourself aren't upholding a "holy" image. Ugh, think about some spiritual discipline. I guess maybe that having a near-flawless life might actually cause a turn for the worse. Or maybe it's just some people that do the right things on my list just to tick me off. I don't know. Thursday, November 6, 2008 youth Hah, perhaps it really is all part of being a youth, how does one not encounter such situations? Sigh, some people just have this idea etched in to their minds that they have such a high level of spiritual discipline. But do they have ANY sense of social EQ at all? I constantly tell myself that it's all just certain personalities and characteristics of certain people that make them despicable in my eyes, but who's to blame. Heh, same person, same shoes. I guess many people have experienced this same situation whereby you just don't want to fit in but yet, remain inconspicuous to others. Neither offending nor pleasing the needs of anybody whatsoever. Just live your own life is what i'm trying to say. Ah well, enough bout that, let's talk about cymbals galore! Paiste, 14" Mini China. Rather to bright a sound for my kit but still, a pleasure to have around. Tuesday, November 4, 2008 money Show me the money, and off I am. Heh, I guess hard work does pay off. Slowly, it all starts to reveal its ugly side to me. But yet, it takes time for something to develop I guess. A raw fruit would always take time to turn ripe. But don't wait too long for it might turn rotten. Perhaps that's similar to the personalities of some people. To learn about everybody's different personality would be impossible, but to get on everyone's good side, that could be possilbe. Maybe it just takes the right words and the right time to bring you anywhere your heart would desire. Patience might be a key. Monday, November 3, 2008 gene Hah, perhaps it runs in the family genes eh? But maybe some generations are affected more, and more suffering is inflicted on others. As you can see from my calendar below, I pretty much have my schedule for the whole holidays planned out already, but I guess some things just insist on making it a worse time for me. Apparently, band is one of those few hinderances that irks me. I mean, 4 practices a week is kinda' too much don't you think? People already have other stuff planned for their lives man, sigh. If only... Those words are just a dream. If only... Blogging has been a chore as of late, and ever since the holidays have started, and being less inspired as each day knocks itself out. I'm gradually starting to be convinced that this holiday might not be as planned, but instead become more of a drag. Yet, who can complain? I'd rather not next year begin now, I need some time to let the reality sink in that i'm promoting. It's hard to believe that I thought PSLE was one of the biggest challenges in life. Compared to present day situtaions, it's nothing but a mere pebble compared to these boulders. Hmm, occupying some time for carolling during christmas might be a good idea. Really hoping December's gonna' be a better month than this November. Feel like it's gonna' be a hell of a month. Just wade through it this wave of insanity and I'll be fine. That's just what I constantly remind myself of, yet it doesn't help much...
I'm coming back with a goal and nothing is gonna' stop me.