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daniel ng, 14.10.94http://www.facebook.com/ngyjd.3 http://baby-drummer23.deviantart.com drums; photography; design; pool; gym. victorian slave; 4C. Band Geek no more. Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Monday, December 29, 2008
blister Wow, I actually got a blister on my thumb from drumming, don't know whether that's an achievement or not.  Got a new pair of 5As today and one is already stitched up like mad cos' I guess it happened to be the unlucky one that was held by my right hand. Pretty easy to tell which stick I used in my right hand, clue given that I use it to whack cymbals yes? Well shan't rant on further, it's only at the last few days of this year when my schedule gets so jam packed. morse .. --......-. ..-.--. .-.-...-...--..-.-- No it's not a bunch of smileys. Drum my troubles away. 3 more bottle of beer on the wall... Sunday, December 28, 2008
disagreements Sigh, the stuff that goes on in this family is confusing. Even casual talking during dinner time can erupt into an explosion of arguments and disagreements. Maybe it's just me but I think my mum's crazy some times. Well you can't expect everybody to be sane all the time don't you think? Ahh, I know i've said this a million times, but as each day passes, the very fact that 09' is drawing near never fails to scare me. Sigh, I wish I could say it's been a productive holiday, but then I would just be lying to myself. I'm going to have alot to write on my New Year's Resolution list this year. After hearing all the talk about how big the change is in the Sec 3 life, I guess i'll have to change my living tactics in order to survive. Life sounds like an un-ending game that just goes on forever, but well we'll all win someday, hopefully. Priorities need to be set next year in order to achieve a nice schedule wherever everything fits into place. No more slacking off in studies any more I guess. I'll just commit in to God's hands and pray that my studies don't get washed down the drain and that band doesn't preoccupy too much of my spare time. IT'S GOING TO BE A NEW YEAR! WTF! Sigh, why'd the Christmas mood die down so quickly? Yet I find it so strange that people still wish others a Merry Christmas. I'm almost at the 20, 000 mark! 4 more bottles of beer on the wall. EOS New pics, new cam! http://baby-drummer23.deviantart.com/gallery/ CHECK IT OUT! Thursday, December 25, 2008
christ Before it gets any later, i'd like to wish each one of you a Jolly Merry Christmas this year and though this Christmas might not have had the same "rah rah" as the past few did, I hope we still understand the true meaning of Christmas, being the birth of Jesus Christ our saviour. Monday, December 22, 2008
jam stick  It's nice to know that you have friends that'll be by your side. The ironic thing is that Russell's migrating and Marco's probably moving back to Canada after he finishes his degree. Well, by God's will you never know who you might run in to in the far-future. You never know where you might end up. Hope to spend more time with you guys eh? Sunday, December 21, 2008
innards Humility to me is the hardest of all to apply consistently. Yet it can mutate in to something dangerous if overused. Actually it could just turn into the complete opposite of it's true purpose intentionally desired. Well expressing many thing out today has sorta' been a slight, how you say? "Relief" for me. Nice to know that all these things I harbour in my mind aren't unnatural or due to erring causes. Maybe it's just me, but some how the problems I experience ain't always the typical guy everyday problems. Hopefully I'll just learn to deal with them over time and just make everything work out for the better. I'm planning a simple yet meaninful resolution for next year. Hopefully I don't make empty promises like I always do. Need to do something about many "things" going on right now and I just gotta' clear my head for awhile. Well the roof it shall be for the venue of 09' beginnings. It's good to start where you might end eventually. Just kidding. Saturday, December 20, 2008
fcuk Back from camp, and damn I don't know what I should be feeling. Tired, pissed, high, liberated or even sad. I'm just too bloody confused to think about anything. Church has so many things working out for me and yet many things that just screw with my mind. I shall resist as much as possible from swearing so as to not ruin the mood in this post. How would I put it? If each thing going on in church was like some car in the F1 race, my mind would be blasting its top off right now. Imagine that you placed a bet on a car and they had to travel light-years to determine a winner. How much anticipation would there be? I really don't know what I should be doing in there any more. There are great people, there are people that just tick me off, but ain't I suppose to cope with that? Fuck it, just too many things going on already. If anybody were to think their life was not blessed, it would have to be a pretty bad predicament to be in. Sure I might be complaining about this and that, possible aches and pains in several areas including feelings perhaps. But amidst the hustle and bustle during camp, I finally find out about how life sorta' works it ways around your head, playing tricks with you. Maybe I kinda' grasped a tiny lil' idea, but hey I got the rest of my life to figure that out. In this life of mine, if I were to place each and every person I met in several categories, the list of categories would be never-ending. Perhaps the reason behind that is due to the fact nobody is the same. But what if they were categories of behaviour, surely some people do act similarly. I admit, I do admire many people from church who can juggle so many events and yet seem so carefree, the work of God I guess. But surely I do see the stress they encounter from handling the many activities, but to get joy out of that is something priceless. I ought to feel happy for some people but the evil brother of that is jealousy which fucking sucks. I just gotta' clear my head of irrelavant things happening right now. If my eyes were to shed tears, they would be tears of joy. But what if those tears were blood, shed as I were happy for the ending of dismal happenings in life. That would be they day where trouble seized to exist in anybody's lives which would be practically impossible. Nonsense starts to spout out of your mouth when your emotions are driving you fucking mad. INFLAMED, BLESSED, JOVIAL, DISCONCERTED, DISCONSOLATE. Just stop filling my mind with these pathetic fantasies to believe in. Another reason why fiction books fail to entice me. I need somebody to allow me to pour everything out. Monday, December 15, 2008
water Wow, I just realised that I swam 6 days consecutively last week beginning from Monday. Ah damn, i'm just too bloody lazy to find any time to update this blog. Can't be bothered much. Monday, December 8, 2008
competition Haha, table tennis, swimming and pool definitely made my day. And the pretty cool weather is just like nature's way of compensating for the high electricity prices. It's something about the natural cold that never fails to beat the artificial "weather" made by air-cons. Saturday, December 6, 2008
women I finally realise how diverse and indecisive the opposite gender can become. It's something I never want to experience again, and that's shopping with the natural "obverse" gender as it brings forth pain and lather upon my forehead. Let's not go there shall we? Holidays are starting to pickup, hope none of it whatsoever takes a downfall. Just want it to stay this, with a moderately occupied schedule enough to fit in time with friends or family and what not. Let's put a smile on our faces and remember, 19 more to go! PS: Take the abstruse language as a substitute for my freakishly short posts ;D Thursday, December 4, 2008
exasperate     Ah fuck it, i've given up and I ain't chasing dreams no more. Just gotta' let you go. Tuesday, December 2, 2008
lazy Okay, I shan't go ahead with my procrastinating and I shall update for the mere sake of it. After having met my optimitrist for my spectacle adjustments, I headed onwards to Paya Lebar MRT via bus. Met up with Si Rong and Anna there, heh, Si Rong's pretty darn tall now. Can't imagine I used to be vertically advanced compared to him in primary school. Eh, I guess time really changes you by the truck loads. So anyway after I met up with them, there was a pretty awkward silence, ya' know not having seen each other in ages. Not much to talk about, but it gradually got better as we random things just dug their way out of my mind to chatter about. Took the MRT down to Harbour Front, Vivo where we met Marcus. Damn, he's grown tall but still nowhere near me or SR. Heh, both of em' had dyed hair, while I remained with my usual cap sitting comfortably on my head. Started to really catch up with each other, and at the end of it all, you really start to realise that there is always one part of a person doesn't exactly change. I'm not sure what it is, be it looks or personality, but there's always that long-lasting impression etched in to my mind of anybody I encounter. First impressions perhaps? After the movie we caught there, headed down to Parkway cos' Mandie had something BIG she needed to tell us about. Can't imagine we thought she was pregnant, haha. Anyway the buffet lunch at Sakae was pretty darn crazy. I shan't elaborate much further lest I get charged by the authorities. Let's just say a certain sushi found its way into the ginger cup, on "accident", yeah. Fun time today catching up with old friends. Good to revitalise your social life once in awhile eh? |
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