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It's time I rebooted my system
starting afresh, http://lastly-dispirited.blogspot.com

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daniel ng, 14.10.94
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Sunday, April 19, 2009
absence

Well, it's been while and I never thought so many things could change over the short period of a week. Not only changes that take place in myself, but changes in everyone else around me. Seeing the second sided face of people you once held dear to yourself actually hurts, literally.

You know who you are, or maybe you don't. Search deeper and look inside the remnants of your conscience and what's left of it. It's like a whole new you I've never seen before. It's like you were probed by some outer space terrestrials and the replaced your brain with a peanut. You aren't the person I first thought you were. Enough of the ranting though, I've had too much of the bullshit from you and your "gang". I'm terrified.

Oh well, that's that. I won't be updating much from now on. My schedule's all clogged up with mid-term exam muggging. If I've already lost all your trust, how can I misuse any of it. I don't see much point of carrying on like that any more. It's a whirlpool of madness that's what it is...
I'm coming back with a goal
and nothing is gonna' stop me.