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It's time I rebooted my system
starting afresh, http://lastly-dispirited.blogspot.com

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daniel ng, 14.10.94
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drums; photography; design; pool; gym. victorian slave; 4C.
Band Geek no more.

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Sunday, April 26, 2009
:(

Down here in this land where the rain don't pour and the Sun don't shine, it brutally toys and tweaks with my mind in order to set my mood according to the weather around. It's erratic as the waves crashing on the shore. And finally I'm sucked in, and all hope is lost. It's a swing of moods, otherwise known as a moodswing. No I'm not pissed with anybody.

It often slips my mind why I even bother to TRY and study in the first place. What's the point if I'm not trusted in the first place? It's topsy turvy town in my mind, it's hard to understand why I even try so hard anyway. Is this all just a waste of time? I'm still in the process of grasping the main ideation as of why we're here in the first place. Oh sure give me all the typical answers, but damn it, I need something new to live by. It's not worth it to me, living each day pointlessly and wrecklessly, many a time being associated as a "gone-case" or a "bad kid". It's stupid how people can not understand you and still place you under thier biased judgement. Has the whole world forgotten the frequently used phrase we all know and love, "don't judge a book by its cover"? This is bullshit over here, that's what it is. Ah well, what other choice do I have but continue living in this hell-hole? (:



Pure pen ink.
Near completion. I leave you to decide how you'd like to interprete it. But to me, it has many meanings... Ciao.
I'm coming back with a goal
and nothing is gonna' stop me.