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It's time I rebooted my system
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daniel ng, 14.10.94
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drums; photography; design; pool; gym. victorian slave; 4C.
Band Geek no more.

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Saturday, May 9, 2009
Fantasy

I wanna' go to sleep, have a nice pleasant dream and never wake up again so I wouldn't realise it wasn't real. Self-deception is a real pity, at least for me it is.

Well, while sitting outside church waiting for my dad to pick me up after worship practice just now, a bunch of inconsiderate, probably underage Malay smokers blew fresh puffs of second hand smoke directly into my face. It was like they wanted to mock me, sending me into some sort of 5-second relapse. Argh, the temptation still lingers once in awhile, timidly hiding in that one very dark corner of my mind just waiting for the opportune moment to spring out into action when I'm weak. Stay strong and have faith is all I can tell myself at these points of times. Well at least my day wasn't so horrible cos of some people whose faces brighten up my day.

Though I have to say, I need to wake up. It's just not going to happen.
I'm coming back with a goal
and nothing is gonna' stop me.