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Thursday, December 31, 2009
10  Ah it's been a long year, cheers to the joys and sorrows oh nine has brought to us. Let us leave the essence of this year behind us and move on to a new era. Thursday, December 17, 2009
hardened I went in with a determined mindset. I was intent on not having fun, and perhaps that was the main obstacle that prevented me from enjoying myself. My heart was hardened and even though I wanted to have fun, I guess my mind didn't allow it to happen. It's a struggle between your head and your heart, that's probably the most challenging thing to follow in your life. Neither of them will always be correct, I guess it's up to you to access the situation. Well at least I managed to bond with certain people in the midst of the dissatisfaction. Somehow I think he's still knocking on my door, simply waiting for me to unlock it. Sigh, it's going to be a trying week ahead. Agenda: •Recollections - 20th Dec (I don't even know how some of our pieces sound like) •Holiday Homework - 4th Jan (There's A LOT of it and I haven't touched it) •Christmas -25th Dec (Need to prepare all the gifts) •Pastor's Farewell Performance - 27th Dec (I still don't have a clear idea of what I'm going to do) •Arm Rehab - 29th Dec (Still got to wear a stupid wrist brace) •School books - 4th Jan (I missed the last day to get them... GREAT) •Clean up my room - 31st Dec (Mum's idea) Well, that's all I have to do. The room clean-up is something my mum just won't let go off. I don't know why but she seems to have a problem with MY room being dirty, why should she care -.- And it's not even in that much of a mess in the first place, sigh. The only thing I hate more than people losing their temper, is people who lose their temper with no clear distinct explainable reason, and guess what? My mum's the best at doing that, not one day can she go without shouting, whether it's at my maid, grandma or anybody else. There's an assurance that she'll be angry. Somehow I miss how she was in Japan. So much less "Wait till mummy die then see how the house will be!" Sigh, I hate it when she uses that line. And for me to say I hate people who lose their temper is quite a big deal. As a kid I would lose my temper over the SMALLEST matters. Like losing or dying in a game, I would get all sour and pissed off. Guess people change and mature huh, the last time I really lost my temper was... I really can't remember, haha. Guess I'm not a very angsty person any longer, more calm and preserved. Wish my sister would get all her clothes out of my room so I actually had space around here. Aye, I'm looking forward more to Christmas eve rather than Christmas day itself. It won't be so lonesome then. So many things to clear off my list, so many things running through my mind. I have a lot of things to do in the next couple of weeks and I really should get started... NOW. "The man that feareth, Lord, to doubt, in that fear doubteth thee." BRING IT ON DECEMBER. Sunday, December 6, 2009
baby Hehe, it's been a really long time since my last post, guess it's about time huh. Well, things have really changed in the past couple of weeks, just got back from a dreary 9 day trip in Japan and it was kinda' hard to enjoy myself at times. Heh, I can't tell whether I was just tired of being overseas or whether I was tired of Japan. A simple meal would amount to about 8 bucks in SGD. Sigh, missed you so much over there, day and night. Well, at least I'm back now and as happy as ever, heh ^^ All thanks to YOU! So psyched about tomorrow :D Yay. Heh, hearing your voice is really awesome now :) Just makes me a happier person in general. I can't imagine what my holidays would be like alone. Gar, cast is coming off this thursday! Can't wait to give my right arm a nice scrub, maybe hit the drums a little in school. Aiy, camp this saturday, not looking forward to it :/ Especially since you're going away on that day :( Sigh, I'm going to be a lonely boy for about 2 weeks. Oh well, you'll be on my mind for the whole time :D Thanks for being you, appreciate it! Hehe. Nothing much to talk about for now I guess. THURSDAY! |
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