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Sunday, January 24, 2010
Pt.2 Heh, this is rather amusing. Next time your found, with your chin on the ground There a lot to be learned, so look around Just what makes that little old ant Think he’ll move that rubber tree plant Anyone knows an ant, can’t Move a rubber tree plant But he’s got high hopes, he’s got high hopes He’s got high apple pie, in the sky hopes So any time your gettin’ low ’stead of lettin’ go Just remember that ant Oops there goes another rubber tree plant When troubles call, and your back’s to the wall There a lot to be learned, that wall could fall Once there was a silly old ram Thought he’d punch a hole in a dam No one could make that ram, scram He kept buttin’ that dam ’cause he had high hopes, he had high hopes He had high apple pie, in the sky hopes So any time your feelin’ bad ’stead of feelin’ sad Just remember that ram Oops there goes a billion kilowatt dam All problems just a toy balloon They’ll be bursted soon They’re just bound to go pop Oops there goes another problem kerplop crossfire  Day by day, night after night... Blinded by the neon lights... Hurry here, hustlin' there... No one's got time to spare... Money's tight, nothing's free... Won't somebody come rescue me... I am stranded... Caught in the crossfire Stranded... Caught in the crossfire. Somehow it just comes to mind. Can't seem to get any shut-eye now, it's kinda' bugging me. Of all times, why'd ma have to talk to me about this at night before I go to bed. Stuck in between two gargantuan boulders that refuse to budge, doesn't seem like any equipment would be suitable to move either of them. They're rolling closer and closer to each other, and if they collide, all HELL is going to break loose, no kidding. But how am I related to all of this? Hmm, I don't exactly have a clear picture of it either, ah well. Lets just say I'm roped to both sides and neither side is gonna' let me go. Or perhaps I just don't wanna' let go of any sides. I wish I could stay outta' this, but how am I to? Heh, I think everybody's getting tired of reading about posts whereby somebody's complaining about his/her own life but not exactly describing the problem in specific detail. You're probably wondering, "Why don't you just tell us your god damn problem already?!". Well, I'm not trying to gain sympathy, that's the last thing I want to do. I'm probably just typing this to release whatever's stuck in my mind. Let's say you have certain bonds with these familial figures that you certainly cannot break, Figure A tells you to stay away from Figure B' for B' does not meet a certain criteria that is required. But what if B' is already like a familial figure, am I to sever all ties with that one figure? It's not exactly a very easy task to do, heh. Adults certainly do have their child-like problems, but perhaps on a larger more significant scale. Sometimes you can't help but think that all these situations can be solved by talking it over a nice cup of coffee, but no... Overly drastic measures need to be taken to cause more and more troubles for the whole god damn world. Would you rather lose a brother... or would you rather lose a mother... That's not a decision I should be forced to make. Monday, January 18, 2010
O  I feel like something's prompting me to post something up, but I don't have any idea what. Neither do I have any idea about what this post is going to be on, but oh well, we'll see. It feels kinda' disturbing when you see everybody around you so stressed out all of a sudden and you're still feeling pretty laid back, I guess peer pressure is gonna' get to me one of these days and perhaps I'll realise the magnitude of O's. Ahh, how I dread that letter. I can only seek motivation from the end of all this madness, it's the only thing that keeps me in that prison. I really just wanna' get everything over and done with, if only all of my papers were tomorrow... I can only imagine, heh. Well, at least I can find comfort in the fact that A Math doesn't really seem much like hieroglyphics to me any more. Sadly I can't say the same for the old topics of last year. I don't think I'm lagging behind at all, seem quite satisfied at this rate I'm going. Homework's more or less complete actually, heh. Ah well, let time unfold what this "exciting" year will bring us all. Till then... Friday, January 15, 2010
change  Wow, the change in pace from the life of a sec 3 student to a sec 4 student is a rather significant one. Still trying to get used to the whole, "doing homework" thing. It's a rather tough concept to grasp. I realised I haven't gone home straight after school for the past 2 weeks. Feel like having a long afternoon nap but that's simply an impossible task to complete once you've reached the sec 4 year. I honestly don't know what to type about any more... Monday, January 4, 2010
alone  I'm a lonely sad boy for tonight... Just wish I could hear from you. Oh man, I miss you I miss you I miss you. I get this warm fuzzy feeling inside. Ah, what a nostalgic feeling it was, to be back in school. Feels weird to have leveled up. We are now level 7, and man is it tiring to climb up there. Gonna' have to get used to it, being the most senior in school. Being the ones others look up to. Heh, who am I kidding, I don't really care. I can already tell what a year 2010 is going to be. Heh, whatever it is, bring it on. I'm up to it. I think... "L.O.V.E." L is for the way you look at me O is for the only one I see V is very, very extraordinary E is even more than anyone that you adore And love is all that I can give to you Love is more than just a game for two Two in love can make it Take my heart but please don't break it Love was made for me and you L is for the way you look at me O is for the only one I see V is very, very extraordinary E is even more than anyone that you adore And love is all that I can give to you Love, love, love is more than just a game for two Two in love can make it Take my heart but please don't break it 'Cause love was made for me and you I said love was made for me and you You know that love was made for me and you Friday, January 1, 2010
My sweet love  newyear I'm freaking confused in the start of the year... Already. Ahh, my mind's in a mess. Priorities unsorted and things left undone. That's how we're starting off on a high of 2010. I keep trying to shove in that number in to my brain but something's in the way. There's some sort of obstruction preventing me from seeing the light of 2010, perhaps it's the shadows of the year 2009. I'm simply in disbelief that 365 days can come and go just like that. I'm probably gonna' say that every year but things might feel faster or slower in the coming years, who knows. Oh man... I don't know what to do. Sigh, a somber year lies ahead... The Seventh The Seventh The Seventh The Seventh The Seventh The Seventh The Seventh |
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I'm coming back with a goal
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